5 - Learn Tajweed with Yasir Qadhi-The Noble Emissaries (As-Safara Al-Keram)

my learning process consist of this great subject of lifes study

Feeling like today yea

So its going the way its suppose to. How do I know you might ask? Well, Faith. Im following me. Feeling kinda superhuman as I sit and listen to this song right now from chris brown and keri hilson. Ramadanis in and the time is right for self checking. Thats just whats been going on. Taking it all out of my hands as it always has been. Sometimes in a rush to be independent we forget that we are completly dependent. Fasting boy I tell you its the best thing to ever do. Why cuz your not doing it for you. Im learning and that was the purpose no matter how cloudy i allow myself to get. I still need to never loose the faith. Without that nothing. There is none worthy of worship but allah. For now a due. But maybe more in the future man Im counting the blessing cuz they truly never stop if you think about it. Thomas Out

Im ready now

Kutbah was amazing today. I needed this one, Start simple with what you know you can do. Try to achieve more, by using the best example we have been giving. It's getting close and with every passing year I understand a bit more thru the mercy of Allah taala. Just as the imaam said today this Deen is deep. It isn't as simple as just the book. We've been told but yet we heed not. We should never think that we have suffered more than those that have been choose as messengers for they faced the greatest of test trials and tribulations. With that the almighty creator never put his subjects thru anything they are not capable of handling. The little asked of us in Comparision to what we are giving in return and what we are promised and assured of seeing and having in the hereafter is not even comparable. I need to think about the importance of being the best subject. Adherence. Fixing the flaws and inferctions down the the miniscule. As well now will be the time to re engage all with intentions subject to the will of the almighty. Focus Man. Thomas Out !

A very very smart woman told me sat night I should take this opp to go back to school and become smarter than I already am. And this woman knows me not. But knows me well

I'm so far ahead of my time, I'm bout to start another life. look behind you I'm bout to pass you twice! Jay-Z

I'm going to do my Rev Run right now since that's the mode I'm currently in. Well minus the lush bathtub to soak in as I type this out. Although looking over my shoulder there is a lush bathtub that's been there all week. Side note on the soak next swing around lol...So good week feeling great feeling blessed feeling something. Oh yea feeling thankful I'm alive. Being an adrenline junkie isn't always good. But I'm blessed spent the week recovering and healing the body and the mind. Enjoyed some fun with Ari and Kitty. Had some laughs and others with B and Amanda. Laughing to myself that's another case. I'm getting better is all I will say on that on now. But had fun, reflected, took a nice view and looked at the details a bit more. Focus isn't easy unless you focus. Lol .. I seem to like it here. But it's not my zone.... At the start I wanted to see where I'd end up. And hey progress on any level is beautiful.. Snoop just popped in my head and yea I'm feeling wavy baby. I know there's still much yet ahead but I'm ok with it all. Thomas Out!